Some people become the center of your world...........
I remember it was only another day when i had met this boy. No now actually we have never met. I have chatted and spoken to him only on phone.Now this chat windows and cell phones have become essential part of our lives.They actually bring anyone and everyone near you.I still vividly remember it was long back in June when he had posted a scrap to me on my facebook. yeah....this facebook,orkut,etc are another ways to bring people close.I never gave it a thought who this boy was or where he lived or what he did till one day when i realized that he had become everything for me.
He had added me to his chat list and I too added him just for sake of adding and not hurting him.After some time I just chatted with this person and that too I didn't speak much.He asked and told me many thing. But I was in totally a different world at that time.I really never bothered to know anything about him.Some days went by but he kept talking very persistently and I always behaved weird.At times I even logged off the chat without letting him know.But he never back fired for anything or said anything.I don't know what the reason was for him to be so nice or so quite.
One fine day I decided to know him. I thought lets know about him,might be he is a good person.I got to know that he is far away from me some thousands of kilometers away. I thought he could be a good friend.I chatted with him religiously from that day. I don't know when this habit became a need and later on an addiction for me. If net is not up even for some time it would make me restless. Now I don't know what happened with him but I used to be very restless. This was going to have a comma as I had to leave for a tour.So to maintain the link we quickly exchanged the number and to our fortune I didn't go.But we had mobile numbers.
Now this phase of life was really good.The whole day we chatted and then messaged till late nights.We took another few days to call each other.But after that one call everything was a fairy tale.The whole day was chatting after that it was talking on phone late night in the wee hours and then messaging till eyes made it compulsory to close.I think our service providers must have earned tons and load of money.
Soon we got to know many things about each other.Initially we found many similarities but that was only for a very less time.After that we only found many dissimilarities.I think both of us feel that opposites attract.We even had talked about the famous couples who are way different but form the best couples.This all had a thickened with the arguments we had one every small thing whether it be his home town being better or mine or his field being best or mine.I know his home town is very nice place but I always had to find faults with that as it made bonds thicker, I felt.And his and my profession has to go hand in hand but I am always what I am.I keep on fighting with him on all this.Not only this but he is a very quite person who can absorb many things.I am very hyper person as compared to him and he had always been my cushion to absorb things.He always gave me my space and patient ear to hear me.We had so many small thing which are precious to both of us and a space which is only for us.No one apart from us has any entry in that space.We always shared everything from our lives with each other honestly.
With all this being so beautiful made my life very exotic.I was on cloud nine till one day when he said he would leave the country for some period for work.It was this which made me very sad,I was not sad because he left the place but I was sad as this would take him to a different time zone and we would have very less time to be together.From that day there always have been tears in my eyes though he hardly knew about it.
Now it was like we have never met yet the bond has become such that it brings tears in my eyes.I miss him every moment whether it be sad or happy or tiresome.Though we have always been together by the boon of internet and even now we are together like that.We still share everything in our lives being 7 seas across. But still i keep on pinning for him for his presence.
It is said that tears say a lot more than word.I wish he heard what my tears had to say.I wish he heard what my silence had to say.I wish he heard me and felt the same as what i feel.Now my day starts with him and my day ends with him.I don't know what ahead of this.I just wish everything is good.
-Deepti
He had added me to his chat list and I too added him just for sake of adding and not hurting him.After some time I just chatted with this person and that too I didn't speak much.He asked and told me many thing. But I was in totally a different world at that time.I really never bothered to know anything about him.Some days went by but he kept talking very persistently and I always behaved weird.At times I even logged off the chat without letting him know.But he never back fired for anything or said anything.I don't know what the reason was for him to be so nice or so quite.
One fine day I decided to know him. I thought lets know about him,might be he is a good person.I got to know that he is far away from me some thousands of kilometers away. I thought he could be a good friend.I chatted with him religiously from that day. I don't know when this habit became a need and later on an addiction for me. If net is not up even for some time it would make me restless. Now I don't know what happened with him but I used to be very restless. This was going to have a comma as I had to leave for a tour.So to maintain the link we quickly exchanged the number and to our fortune I didn't go.But we had mobile numbers.
Now this phase of life was really good.The whole day we chatted and then messaged till late nights.We took another few days to call each other.But after that one call everything was a fairy tale.The whole day was chatting after that it was talking on phone late night in the wee hours and then messaging till eyes made it compulsory to close.I think our service providers must have earned tons and load of money.
Soon we got to know many things about each other.Initially we found many similarities but that was only for a very less time.After that we only found many dissimilarities.I think both of us feel that opposites attract.We even had talked about the famous couples who are way different but form the best couples.This all had a thickened with the arguments we had one every small thing whether it be his home town being better or mine or his field being best or mine.I know his home town is very nice place but I always had to find faults with that as it made bonds thicker, I felt.And his and my profession has to go hand in hand but I am always what I am.I keep on fighting with him on all this.Not only this but he is a very quite person who can absorb many things.I am very hyper person as compared to him and he had always been my cushion to absorb things.He always gave me my space and patient ear to hear me.We had so many small thing which are precious to both of us and a space which is only for us.No one apart from us has any entry in that space.We always shared everything from our lives with each other honestly.
With all this being so beautiful made my life very exotic.I was on cloud nine till one day when he said he would leave the country for some period for work.It was this which made me very sad,I was not sad because he left the place but I was sad as this would take him to a different time zone and we would have very less time to be together.From that day there always have been tears in my eyes though he hardly knew about it.
Now it was like we have never met yet the bond has become such that it brings tears in my eyes.I miss him every moment whether it be sad or happy or tiresome.Though we have always been together by the boon of internet and even now we are together like that.We still share everything in our lives being 7 seas across. But still i keep on pinning for him for his presence.
It is said that tears say a lot more than word.I wish he heard what my tears had to say.I wish he heard what my silence had to say.I wish he heard me and felt the same as what i feel.Now my day starts with him and my day ends with him.I don't know what ahead of this.I just wish everything is good.
-Deepti
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